"I believe in you, I know you can do it," I tell him, as his face falls and he doesn't understand. I encourage him in as many ways as I can come up with. He gets angry and takes a break, trying not to think of the time he has to come back and finish. Gently, in sweet caress, I type words onto a digital screen, as full of support and darling honey as I can muster in flat text. He says thank you and feels slightly better. I lift him up, as high as I can reach, even standing on my tip-toes. His reply slouches upon me, making the load harder, yet I still try to hold strong. He tells me he doesn't understand how I deal with him in moments like this. I whisper to him, through the new age method of conversation with past novels staining my skin, "You are more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, yours and mine are the same." His reply is a meager smile; a smile that came to him ever so naturally.
Sunday, September 8, 2013
Stubborn by teenage nature
"Just let it come to you naturally," he tells me, as if it were so easy. He's always had a liking for English; his detailed writing, his small, precise hand writing, his seemingly endless ability to analyze text I lose after the first paragraph. He tried to be as supportive as he can be with someone as stubborn as I am. Frankly, I don't know how he does it. I mean I like to take the shortest route possible, and get beyond frustrated when the shortest route is a few miles long. He's like a machine: busting out all his homework in nothing flat, and insightful as can be, as if it came to him naturally. He pushes me along as hard as he can, while I dig my heels in and cross my arms along my chest.
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