How can you expect me to share my whole world? Everything I've ever wanted, everything I've ever hoped for. How can you be so selfish to even consider trying to wedge yourself in my complete world?
How would you feel if someone took half of every breath you took? If they took every other step, every other blink, every other beat of your heart. Half of every achievement I've ever accomplished, and you want to steal that away from me?
Ah fie on it, fie! You don't know what you're messing with. The very fragile internal environment whom I share with one person only, and you decide all of a sudden to butt in? It's taken 15 years of my life to even let one person join, and I do not cooperate well with force.
You sit next to me and have invited me to your birthday party, and that is all of a sudden the basis for robbery? How dare you even attempt to cross this path, cross me. I am a malestorm that will tear every ligament from every bone, every connection from every neuron. I will tear all of your hair out, strand by strand until you cannot stand it anymore. Only then will you understand what pain you have caused me if you even attempt to continue this very dangerous path. I would not advise it.
Do not touch my world, do not speak about my world, don't even look at my world. I have been extraordinarily lenient to your contact with my world, but not anymore. I am not naive, I have seen it happen multiple times. I have seen other peoples' lives crushed and ruined by one person trying to join without an invitation. But I am different from those people. My world has been more than too full. It has been torn and ripped away from me, time after time. I was too young to understand then, but now, after a decade of hard, excruciating, horribly endless work, I have finally found a world that I love. It fits me in more ways than I thought possible, and there is no force on this earth that will take it away from me, and that includes you. You better stop, or you will fall.
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